ki c k m e `.;

Monday, December 03, 2007

BLAH

uh-HUH;
time;10:36 PM

.S H I T.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

sigh.this is way bad.
whats wrong again?
the people who are lyk closest to my
hearts are making me feel this way.
all of a sudden,its lyk there's no one
i can share my joy or sorrows with.
including my family.
its wierd.lyk some communication
problem.i tried to share with them
some joy and all i got back was a
scolding.&i havent even gotten into
the ending.so they dont know the ending.
&i refused to tell them again.i felt
that i didn't have proper communication
for a long time,so i decided to update
them on the recent stuff &events at sch.
&all i got.is this.dissapointing.
GODBLESSTHEM-
so i guess,there's no need
for me to speak much
to them anymore.it feels better
than getting scolded for
a happy ending.too bad they
have no idea abt the ending.
&im not sure if they will.
&it dragged from yst to this morning.
so i wasn't really in good mood for 2 days.
RARH.nvm.its wierd.we cant even communicate
with our parents.before we complete anything,
they assume the worst.&there goes,.. *POOF!*~

uh-HUH;
time;1:50 AM

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Monday, July 16, 2007

damn crappy these few days.
everyday go see piano
for a few weeks liao.finally settled down
with an UPRIGHT GRAND.lol.we actually paid for
two pianos loh.then the other
piano my mum dowan lerh
then refund.Du-hh.tmr got some pop quiz.
but anw,YEAH.we got
an upright grand limited edition!!
er,h. quite costly luh.the other one orig.16k++
then this one 1.3k more.sigh.so sian/.
i've been in a bad mood since last week luh.
can't _ just shut up??!!?
got so many shyt to say one meh?!!??
ARGH//just go and die.
pekchek.stupid asshole spoil my week.
right.migrating church soon.
this is bad.i din go church the whole of last week.
cell & service;nomatter what i think of,
i only want to stitch _ mouth up.
& dont return.
sutpid luhh.im such a sinner.
jesus christ paid for it.
DANG!&i was accepeted to god
by his son's sacrifice.better make
the best out of it.i'll be a GOOD girl.
we'll see; o.O

uh-HUH;
time;3:09 AM

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Friday, July 06, 2007

im feeling lyk im lost
amidst a stack of hay
ARGHH!!helpHELPhelp!!
suddenly lyk got tons of decisions
to make.&i dunno which are
the right ones.this is downright
P A T H E T I C
lost-meaning,no direction
so ,.. stagnant i guess.
lyk i cant do anything luh.
i nid god's grace!!&&the holy spirit
to help me make the right decisions.
i'll never want to regret any shyt.
i've been lyk preparing myself for
something i really yearned for.
but turns out,ppl who mean alot to me
start discouraging me.instead,ppl
who dont appear everyday in my life
become the good guys.HEROES-.-
but now i know what im looking for.
i'll make what i want mine;in no time
in a few years though.but whe it comes,
there'll be no regret.one issue's settled.
still many more to go!!
/.t o o d l e s.\

uh-HUH;
time;4:51 AM

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

B L A H B L A HH!!
sigh,im lyk no longer depressed.
which is a good thing.the pastors do a great job!
i was so damn pissed yst
but have since gotten over lerh luh.
WOMEN OF MY WORD.wth?
baby grand?upright grand?baby grand?upright grand?
if you know what im talking abt,
help me make a choice!<3
lala.i've been slacking alot lately&lyk
so hard to catch up luh.LBKsucks.alot.
NO OFFENCE.LBK could mean,LalaBabaKaka??
lol.anw,its GAME OVER!!

uh-HUH;
time;4:34 AM

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Monday, June 04, 2007

my dad's lyk so into philosophy-.-
and those,.. meanings of life and stuff.
but they really make sense and allows
me to realise everything that not
everyone can.
shucks!pirates of the caribbean rocks!!
its out of the world,.effects are not bad.
its a bit comical though.i dont know;
but i think the beggar and thief song quite
nice while it resounds with the speaker system
in the theatre.start was quite freaky though.
the storyline doesn't make sense,anyway.
but,.thumbs up!!i didn't realise it was a
present then to past story until i watched it twice
but i slept through most of teh second though,
i am so not gonna walk unneccessary for a few days,
i think i walked until my ankle died??
sigh,nvm.. everythings' not easy.lol.
what am i talking//.??XOXOX!!

uh-HUH;
time;11:20 PM

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

gosh am i depressed again,
sigh.it struck me again.
my boo.HRMPHHRMPHH!
moodswings i guess.or mayb
i've got a screw lose;which i hope not.
the dreaded life.
the horrible rituals.
the gruelling routines.
the excruciating pain
the NO-life life i have to endure.
is there even a god?
if there is,why is the world
in such a state?
why am i always so demoralised?
why should i be?
why must god let me be?:'(

uh-HUH;
time;5:20 AM

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yesterdays.x
. March 2007
. April 2007
. May 2007
. June 2007
. July 2007
. December 2007